I tend to be my own worst critic, building myself up and excited for the future and my hopes to teach many couples every week and develop a community for families to be nurtured. I look forward to going back to school and dreaming of a space I will one day own that will be warm and inviting. A space where Joy and Healing will happen everyday.
I am so deeply inspired by the amazing mamas I meet each month. My favorite class to teach is the third class, the meditation is a “Fear Release” last Wednesday I connected very deeply with what I was saying. The simpliest idea to write down your fears and then let them go. The memories are still their but the emotions attached to them are released.
The dreams I have, I realize now are actually holding me back, they are allowing me to live in the future rather than the present. They are so big and maginificant that I lose sight of today. So today I created very simple goals. I listened closely and understood that my greatest fear is Success, but when I am with a couple whether it is teaching a class or speaking softly to a couple in their dim hospital room, I am completely present and connected with them. I know my children are safe and happy and well cared for, I know my dog is playing with my neighbors and the world is spinning in the exact right direction. My bliss is when I see someone let go of their fear of Success and enjoy the moment of real Self-Love.